Wednesday, April 04, 2007

So What

I start to just exist and cease living
I sigh instead of breathe...
I start to murmur instead of speak
I walk and not stroll
I look but I do not see
I hear sounds but not music
Everything becomes senseless
Suddenly I am going around in circles
Where is that kindred spirit?
Has it gone adrift?
Somebody take my hand please
I am drowning, help me...

4 comments:

Richard said...

Oh, no! I hope this is not indicitave of your current state of mind.

Sometimes moods like this pass over us and quickly leave. Like clouds covering the sun.

Othertimes, it is caused because we fill our life with junk (kind of like eating candy for a few days with little else, then the lack of wholesomeness causes us to crash).

Just stick it through, things will look up soon.

Coffee Fairy v1 said...

the bad news is, it is. :(
but the good news is that i am doing my best to shake it off and bounce back.
thanks for the uplifting words, Richard.

Aunty Jowe said...

you okay now missy?

~jowe

as i've told you before you left NZ, if at moments you feel adrift, just remember that afternoon when our bodies were floating on the soothing waters of Kai Iwi Lake :)

Coffee Fairy v1 said...

im feeling better now, im bouncing back ;-) thanks for checking on me, missy. i hope all is always well on your side...
mwah!